6 feet times 8
so i count the size of this room.

124 seconds.
still no reply.

this square room is starting to choke on me
as it witnessed me being a worthless shit

stop laughing at me!

the walls keep pointing its finger at me

"loser"

"loser"

why? what did i lose?

i keep typing with eyes to the computer screen

still no reply

the walls wont stop laughing

"loser"

"loser"

yes, im a sucker for love

i was expecting a small talk or whatsoever

maybe a bit of "how are you" here and a bit of "what are you up to?" there

no.

37 times i changed the channel

still no reply



should i say it?

umm.. i'll say it right here..



"i miss you".





(blank)







will you regret it somehow if i love you no more?

nothingness and more nothingness equals crap

6 feet times 8
so i count the size of this room.

124 seconds.
still no reply.

this square room is starting to choke on me
as it witnessed me being a worthless shit

stop laughing at me!

the walls keep pointing its finger at me

"loser"

"loser"

why? what did i lose?

i keep typing with eyes to the computer screen

still no reply

the walls wont stop laughing

"loser"

"loser"

yes, im a sucker for love

i was expecting a small talk or whatsoever

maybe a bit of "how are you" here and a bit of "what are you up to?" there

no.

37 times i changed the channel

still no reply



should i say it?

umm.. i'll say it right here..



"i miss you".





(blank)







will you regret it somehow if i love you no more?

2 komentar:

Eva Celia mengatakan...

i just dont understand

cassey bunny :p mengatakan...

i hate the feeling of missing someone. and waiting for something you know isn't coming.
but you'll be fineeeee! cheer up! stop writing gloomy journals! tell us you're okay!